What's Phani Thinking?

September 5, 2009

Phani Bhushan

Filed under: Arbit Musings — phanipmbc @ 8:35 pm

This post is titled so because I’m confused… There are so many things I don’t know about myself. Who am I? As a person.

There are so many things I dont know about myself. Life has so many questions. Primary and secondary. The problem arises when you’ve identified and answered all the secondary questions but haven’t yet figured out the answers to the primary ones. I know how I want to do the things that matter in my life. but What are the things that matter in my life? I dont know. Friends, family, career, personal feelings…

They say if you are able to frame the questions, half your problem is solved. But then again they say its better to be master of one rather than half of everything. Framing too many questions is a time waste.

Do I want to do a job or become an enterpreneur? Do I want to have a girl friend? I used to live in a 3BHK, I moved into a PG, is it a step down? I’ve taken my own decisions, are they right? How capable am I? Can I touch the stars if I really want to? Am I being a good son?

Pains my heart….

Money has been the cause of many problems in my life. Faced problems while spending it. Faced problems in saving it.

My sister looks up to me. It makes me proud. But why does she do that?

I’m darn proud of my friends, grads from Stanford, IIM, FMS, SPJain… others 760 GMAT scores or stable jobs and incomes. But, I’m confused.

Where do I stand?

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